Dealing with the grief

So, I was cryptic yesterday on FB, so instead of trying to craft individual answers which just sap the energy from me, I'd do one big post about it, which I have now done. I left it entirely open to anyone, so theoretically all can now read it. Link Here.

I'm glad I didn't skip work today. Our server fell down again in the night, and it's best if I'm around for that fix. However, I'm at peace with the reality that I may not have the energy to do much at all today in a work capacity besides fill the space in case I'm needed, which already I have, so score one for me. The crushing weight that comes with grief seems to be lighter today, but my gym attempt before work was a joke and so abandoned in favor of breakfast and Bob's further write-up.

I'll be off to New York (Poughkeepsie) to see family tomorrow. I'll be back Saturday night, late.

Thanks again, everyone.