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[mizarchivist]

I'm sitting at my desk
Everything of mine went home days ago.
Just my notebook and waterbottle left.
It's like going back into your apartment after the boxes have been taken it.
It definitely loses that magic when your talismans are gone.
Got in 2+hours late because of course NE weather looks at your plans and says: "... nahhhhh"
I was teary last night.
Did I do enough
What am I doing
Change is scary
I woke up and wrote things that need to be said this morning and accepted that it is what it is.
And it'll be OK.
Now I'm just waiting for my exit interview, which I had to explicitly ask if I was getting or what.
Just sitting in my own adrenaline field
waiting

waiting

waiting.