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mizarchivistI was in a church getting ready to get married to The Ex. It was a double wedding - I think at St. James (my mom's childhood church) back home. Every pew was filled and I was in a white fluffy dress.
The thing is, my ex hates me. I mean, really. There's no mincing words on that. There was nothing different about his feelings in the dream, yet I'd gotten that far already. I don't recall who the other couple was who was also going to get married, but at least they wanted to. I could see The Ex just glaring at me in his tux.
So, in front of the assembled group, I said something like, "I'm really sorry, but I'm going to be going now. There is no way that I'm going to go through and marry someone who [shouted] hates me! I mean, really and truly hates me!"
And then I think I left.
I'm sure there was a reason for me to have agreed to it. I must have been trying to help someone out.
I can safely say I can blame the tequila for that joyride, though. I am proud of myself for not just going through with it. Anyway, even if we got through the vows, I'm pretty sure he'd a' bit me not kissed me. and not in a good way.
The thing is, my ex hates me. I mean, really. There's no mincing words on that. There was nothing different about his feelings in the dream, yet I'd gotten that far already. I don't recall who the other couple was who was also going to get married, but at least they wanted to. I could see The Ex just glaring at me in his tux.
So, in front of the assembled group, I said something like, "I'm really sorry, but I'm going to be going now. There is no way that I'm going to go through and marry someone who [shouted] hates me! I mean, really and truly hates me!"
And then I think I left.
I'm sure there was a reason for me to have agreed to it. I must have been trying to help someone out.
I can safely say I can blame the tequila for that joyride, though. I am proud of myself for not just going through with it. Anyway, even if we got through the vows, I'm pretty sure he'd a' bit me not kissed me. and not in a good way.
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