Feb. 19th, 2016 10:50 am
One step forward
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mizarchivistI'm having a hard day (again). Yesterday was hard, too.
Now I'm staring at the screen and don't know what to say, that whatever I say will be dumb.
I am trying to remind myself that this transition thing is not a linear progression. There's backtracking all the time, and I feel like I'm in a backtrack spot. Nothing helped by a double-dose of PMS and a heaping blanket of "I hate February, because it's cold and gray."
But. We have a visitor this weekend, Tom from the UK. He's one of our favorite people and he's staying at our house and hanging out, drinking tea, and telling ridiculous stories. It's good.
Anyway. note to self: it'll be OK. You'll feel better soon. Treat yourself more kindly. DEPRESSION LIES.
Now I'm staring at the screen and don't know what to say, that whatever I say will be dumb.
I am trying to remind myself that this transition thing is not a linear progression. There's backtracking all the time, and I feel like I'm in a backtrack spot. Nothing helped by a double-dose of PMS and a heaping blanket of "I hate February, because it's cold and gray."
But. We have a visitor this weekend, Tom from the UK. He's one of our favorite people and he's staying at our house and hanging out, drinking tea, and telling ridiculous stories. It's good.
Anyway. note to self: it'll be OK. You'll feel better soon. Treat yourself more kindly. DEPRESSION LIES.
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Hah. Well said.
And thanks. I'm feeling like I'm doing relatively well overall. Even when that means I'm not having a good time of it right now. The basic structure is one I can do. It's just adjusting and being reasonable at myself. Or trying to.